I want to suggest an idea: perhaps it is impossible even for omnipotence to create moral, rational beings who have an awareness of both themselves and God without such beings committing sin. My rationale is as follows:
Perhaps for us to be persons independent from God, it was somehow necessary for us to experience an intentionality of our own, apart from God’s intentionality. Perhaps sin – or, more fundamentally, a “my will over against Gods” – is an experience without which there could be no true distinction or separation from God. We could not say “this is me and that is God” unless there was some sort of separation that would not be possible without sin and a “breaking away” from God. Perhaps sin simply is that: the true emergence of an “I” over and against God’s “I.”
If we take the concept suggested by Lewis and Talbott regarding pain, namely that it may not be possible to perceive the idea of “myself” without some form of pain presented to a consciousness – unless I do possess some desires which are not fulfilled at least in some way – I could not have the experience of “this is me.” If I never experienced pain, it is not clear it would be possible for a self-existent rational being to know itself apart from its fulfilled desires. Perhaps if we take this idea and apply it instead of to a rational, self-conscious being in relation to a physical world, but towards a rational, self-conscious being in relation to another rational, self-conscious, immaterial being (God), we can make some sense of the idea of sin being “necessary.” Maybe the notions of “commandment” and “guilt” serve to point us towards an idea otherwise impossible – a personal being? If there was only matter, I could never have any personal relationship towards that. But if I felt guilty, if I felt like I had violated a person’s will, then I could.
In other words, in what sense could I distinguish *my *will, my intentionality, my self from the will, intentionality, and self of another if there was no opposition or resistance in some way between the two? If the thing presented to me was not simply matter (which would require pain to distinguish from me), but personal, in what sense could I detect it as another person unless it had certain desires contrary to my own? Would I not have to experience God – who is Personhood itself – as an OTHER intent, desire, and will? And to be such an other, would my experiences not have to be, necessarily, different?
Perhaps it must be the case that there exists some sort of contrasting clash between wills, without which the understanding of “me” and “you” (or me and God) would not be possible. Perhaps if sin did not occur, the knowledge of myself and God as two distinct rationalities would not stand out and the distinction could not be made.
None of this would imply that, though sin was necessary, we need not be saved from it. On the contrary, what we need to be saved from more than anything is ourselves. Nor need its necessity imply that we are not still guilty (though not “infinitely” so, I would argue) of being in an objectively wrong relation to our creator.
Any thoughts?